i usually don't attempt to depress my countable number of blog reader by bitching at random stuff that isn't going my way, so press the Back button while you still can.

but this week is one of the worst weeks (yeah, no longer just an 1-day-a-week thing; now suckiness comes in 7-day packages w/ no additional charge!) here in ut thus far. you know it's not normal when you are not sleepy after 4 hours of cramming, 2 hours of sleep from 5am-7am, failing diff eq midterm from 8-9:30, doing physics pre-lab 9:30-12, and class from 12-7:30pm. it's becoming a daily routine for me to walk down Speedway everyday with heavy sore eyelids that blink incessantly every 5 seconds. and it's even a better feeling that you know after one night of cramming or last-minute homework wrap-up, another long day is only a couple of hours (literally) ahead of you... i find myself nap more and more often in between classes, something i did rarely even during the 4 years @ bellaire. right now it's a friday night, and you'd prolly think i am chilling or doing something slightly less strainful than... doing the program that's due saturday noon. yes, saturday at noon.

not only my grades are suffering, i seriously doubt my body could take any more of this. my appetite is getting satiated by the 1 meal of jester *food* (term used loosely here) a day, my stamina is nonexistant and i'm lazier than usual (hard to believe, but true). thank God for the upcoming spring break, which is so within reach, yet so far away...

honestly, i haven't discovered the "fun" college lifestyle everybody else is talking about. or maybe just because i'm cursed by EE.

back to c++ fun.

/end rant, for the moment