today i'm heartbroken, even at 4am in the morning.

we've known each other for years. you led me on again and again. over the years, i've been faithful, yet you remained undecided and uninterested. but i held on to the slightest hope.

you have given me false hopes, that maybe one day all the support and faith that i've had in you will pay off. but you lied.

tonite, i lay on my bed heartbroken. why did you do this to me? toying with my emotions as if i'm just another one of your victims.

why must you lose to the damned lakers 4-1 in the first round playoff series? why , why?!?!?